I am so tired right now, but feel I must post something before I go to bed as it feels like I have slightly neglected this blog a little .

This week finally things have picked up for me. While in previous weeks I have been generally happy with in myself (I have nothing to be sad about) I now have things to do at work and I am not as tired for doing ‘nothing’ at work. I also feel very lucky with in myself because I am still employed. The girl who was hired the same time as me is now jobless because she left for another job where they had to make cuts and sadly she was the first to go. Although she is employable, she needs to go back to school because experience doesn’t count for everything these days sadly .

This week has also been a turnaround in my social life! The previous sunday I met new people and have been out pretty much all night this week! Finally I am going out! I met a guy who I am sure will be a good future best friend too! Woooohooooo! Pride of the 9th August will be amazing too!

Also tonight I saw my Dutch mother again since coming out and it was much better than I expected! It feels great to finally be out and express who I am and be open with my feelings! Tomorrow we will all go out as a family and enjoy our time together, something I am very please about! Oh and. . .

Very happy about Holland in the world cup final!

I just cannot believe it and I hope that this stupid paul the octopus is wrong too LOL! It will be great watching this with the family too !

I must also note that I am posting from my phone and the upgrade of the wordpress app for bb is fantastic, so thanks wordpress creators/coders! Loving it!

Ok now I must sleep! Good night x x x x

Ayelet

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Posted from Darlington, England, United Kingdom.