I suppose I shouldn’t be shocked or even a bit surprised, but still a little sad that one part of my family who I thought I could trust has gone . I know it sounds stupid and silly but if people delete me off of facebook then that’s fair enough, but she was the last part of my blood family on there whom I trusted a lot. I have no idea why she has done this but I am not close to my family anyway so it shouldn’t make a difference. Stupid thing is I really don’t know why, but I guess I will just live with it and not try to ask because at the end of the day, what’s the point? We will see what happens in the future… I have great friends and a fantasic Dutch family so in fact I am very lucky XD !

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So yet again I seem to find it harder and harder to find the time to blog, which to be honest I am not happy about. I think I need to start putting time aside so I can do this because its good to put thoughts down as well as relaxing to do.

One thing that I have stopped is my use of twitter. While I love twitter and enjoyed using it I became way to addicted to it and it was eating into other important things in my life. I still have the app of my phone and my account still but remain inactive except for that cute starsign thing! Right now though I am not missing it to much, just news feeds but its nothing much. I still keep facebook though because that is more for social networking with friends, however the games on there are a waste of time LOL!

Since my last post 3 have finally managed to create a skype app for the blackberry. So happy about this and it really does complete my phone with all the things that I need. My 9700 really is apart of my life, funny how one can’t live without new technology .

This weekend I am in London! Very happy about this because I feel like its going home lol. I miss the ease of getting to london because public transport in the uk is far to expensive . The monday after its gay pride in Darlington and I can’t wait! Thinking of what to go as hmmmmmm lol!

Also looking forward to the new sex products for Venus ;D *hugs* Peti !

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Tired. Decided to unprotect my tweets. By protecting them you shut off the world, so what’s the point?

Been an emotional few days, but rain is here! Far to muggy though!

Oh well

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Hello there,

While I will post later on my blog tonight I have decided to test out why people would protect their tweets? We shall see how things go at least lol! While I can see the benefits a major con to me would be that tweets would not be easily seen. One theory maybe that people are so desprate to see ones tweet that they may follow? Hmmmm I will give it until sunday anyway!

For those who want to follow I have changed my username for the last time LOL to @MissAyelet – follow away may I say?

Xxx Ayelet

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I am so tired right now, but feel I must post something before I go to bed as it feels like I have slightly neglected this blog a little .

This week finally things have picked up for me. While in previous weeks I have been generally happy with in myself (I have nothing to be sad about) I now have things to do at work and I am not as tired for doing ‘nothing’ at work. I also feel very lucky with in myself because I am still employed. The girl who was hired the same time as me is now jobless because she left for another job where they had to make cuts and sadly she was the first to go. Although she is employable, she needs to go back to school because experience doesn’t count for everything these days sadly .

This week has also been a turnaround in my social life! The previous sunday I met new people and have been out pretty much all night this week! Finally I am going out! I met a guy who I am sure will be a good future best friend too! Woooohooooo! Pride of the 9th August will be amazing too!

Also tonight I saw my Dutch mother again since coming out and it was much better than I expected! It feels great to finally be out and express who I am and be open with my feelings! Tomorrow we will all go out as a family and enjoy our time together, something I am very please about! Oh and. . .

Very happy about Holland in the world cup final!

I just cannot believe it and I hope that this stupid paul the octopus is wrong too LOL! It will be great watching this with the family too !

I must also note that I am posting from my phone and the upgrade of the wordpress app for bb is fantastic, so thanks wordpress creators/coders! Loving it!

Ok now I must sleep! Good night x x x x

Ayelet

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Posted from Darlington, England, United Kingdom.